The Saddest Landscape

30th December 2009

Mood : Blank

Where have you been to this christmas? Christmas feeling is gone...i dun feel anything...white and pure christmas is everywhere, but i can't feel it! Something has change...every little things has change...perhaps me has change too....i can't remember, since when i started to change...i didn't know what happen to myself...:(

Sometimes i wish i was born in the 70's...perhaps now i'm already grown up become 30's above...everything settle in the 90's...i hate current, no matter politics, economy, human nature...bla bla....except the advance of the technology such as internet! :P

Back to the past, turn back time, rewind and rewind...if life is like a DVD or tape where we can rewind, which part of memory we would like to keep, or stop...However, there's no rewind and rewind..past is past...love will fade away, beauty will fade away, even memory do fade away....maybe it is not good to remember, but it will still part of our life...we can't delete it no matter how...we will bring the memory to the future...no matter how many new years we going to celebrate, the sadness memory is still there... 

Going to say goodbye to 2009, year of sadness...wishing for a bright and happiness 2010...
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"Warm" In the house

27th December 2009

Mood: Merry Berry

Little christmas in the house...celebrate with my lovely frens...not much, but at least happy...simple and easy dinner is enough to make a person smile...




*Super spicy tomyam!*






*Thanks for all the gift from collegues & lovely frens...:) *
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Beautiful Season

25th December 2009

Mood : Happy

A season to be jolly and wish everyone enjoying and have a fabulous day~ Merry Christmas to everyone in the world!!!


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Feeling

20th December 2009

Mood: Sad

How i wish if i could turn back time...as nothing ever happened before! I wish i could tell her how much i love her....I believe god will take care of her...I really hate the feeling of regret...i regret i never tell her how much i love her...In the past, I always think, does fate exist? Now, I'd say yes...There are more than thousand of places we go in life, there are more than thousand people we meet...but we meet the one, maybe the only one u feel he/she is special, interesting, or you can say have a kind of feeling...it can be referred to as luck, destiny, or even fate. Because, you know you will never find someone like this or might be difficult to find again...I never found someone that i can talk so much, sharing the same interest, always share the secret with me, telling me everything, and love me so much....but time is too short for us...i regret i never share enough with you...i really miss you a lot...girl...

愛得太遲 古巨基

曲:楊鎮邦@宇宙大爆炸
詞:林夕 編:雷頌德 監:雷頌德

我過去 那死黨 早晚共對 各也紮職以後 沒法 暢聚
而終於 相約到 但無言共對 疏淡如水
日夜做 見爸爸 剛好想呻 卻霎眼 看出他 多了皺紋
而他的蒼老感 是從來未覺 太內疚擔心

最心痛是 愛得太遲 有些心意 不可等某個日子
盲目地發奮 忙忙忙其實自私
夢中也習慣 有壓力要我得志
最可怕是 愛需要及時 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
忙極亦放肆 見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好 偏要推說等下一次

我也覺 我體質 彷似下降 看了症得到是 別要太忙
而影碟 都掃光 但從來未看 因有事趕
日夜做 儲的錢 都應該夠 到聖誕 正好講 跟我白頭

誰知她開了口 未能挨下去 已恨我很久

錯失太易 愛得太遲 我怎想到 她忍不到那日子
盲目地發奮 忙忙忙從來未知
幸福會掠過 再也沒法說鍾意
愛一個字 也需要及時 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
為何未放肆 見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好 不要相信一切有下次

相擁我所愛又花幾多秒 這幾秒 能夠做到又有多少
未算少 足夠遺憾忘掉
多少抱憾 多少過路人 太懂估計 卻不懂愛錫自身
人人在發奮 想起他朝都興奮
但今晚未過 你要過也很吸引

縱不信運 你不過是人 理想很 愛於咫尺卻在等
來日別操心 趁你有能力開心
世界有太多東西發生 不要等到天上俯瞰



*Friends, remember...never do anything that worth of regret...Do what you feel is right in your heart, and just go ahead...time will never return...you only live once...make life no regret*
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期待下一次 不如靠自己

19th December 2009

Mood: Blank

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When will everything be fine...

15th December 2009

Mood : Sweet

I wish everything turn fine when I say yes...

It was a sweet moment, and feeling of suprise when i received a christmas greeting card from my "son"...nothing can say but just sweet and warm....especially with the drawing from him...^^



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Beautiful Piece of "Canon" in d Major

9th December 2009

Mood:- Sweet

Been admired this music all the time.."canon" by Pachelbel Canon...truly absolutely love it....however, all the while, i doesn't know the meaning of it...but somehow while listening to it...wondering why there is lyrics play on it...but actually is the story of the origin of this music....does't know whether it is true or not, but just wish to share with everyone here...it's quite touching anyway...


*Just listen to it, and read the story of it...*

Pachelbel(卡农的作者),德国人。在他10几岁的时候,战乱使他沦为孤儿。流浪到英国的他被英国一个小村庄的天天在教堂弹琴的琴师收养,之后他天天听那个他弹琴,耳濡目染也学会了钢琴。

在他们旁边的镇上上有一个女孩子叫Barbara Gabler,家里有钱有势,Barbara Gabler也是镇上最漂亮的女孩,自从到教堂听了Pachelbel弹的曲子,就爱上了他。很多有钱人上门向Barbara Gabler提亲都被拒绝了,因为Barbara Gabler心里只喜欢Pachelbel。但女孩子嘛,都比较害羞,从小被宠到大的Barbara Gabler一直不敢向Pachelbel表白,后来Barbara Gabler就找了个理由,说要去Pachelbel那里学钢琴,她对Pachelbel说自己热爱音乐,希望可以拜师学艺。

Pachelbel很高兴的收下了这个徒弟。但Barbara Gabler她的目的并不是弹琴,所以几乎不把经历花费在钢琴上,遭到了Pachelbel一再的责骂。Barbara Gabler心里委屈,但还是一直跟着Pachelbel,希望Pachelbel能明白自己的心意。

终于有一天Pachelbel对Barbara Gabler说:“你走吧,你真的不适合弹钢琴。而且你也不喜欢钢琴。” 在3天后的晚上,在当时Pachelbel教Barbara Gabler钢琴的教堂里,Barbara Gabler割腕自杀了。

而Pachelbel在Barbara Gabler离开的半年里,他发现没有Barbara Gabler在身边,自己少了很多很多的快乐,其实很多事情就是这样失去了才知道珍惜。Pachelbel在Barbara Gabler离开后才发现原来自己已经不知不觉的爱Barbara Gabler,只是因为她学琴不努力所以就埋没了对她的喜欢。当时他准备写一首歌,做为向Barbara Gabler求婚的礼物,当他完成了卡农的1/3的时候。他被招去打仗了,在战乱中,自己的生命多次都是九死一生,每当心中不舒服的时候都会想到Barbara Gabler,想到教她弹琴的日子......那段时光真是值得怀念啊。之后他完成了卡农剩下的2/3。

在Barbara Gabler自杀后了第2个月,Pachelbel回到了村里。他从村民的口中知道了Barbara Gabler的故事和她为自己做的所有事后,他咆哮着,放声大哭。他找到了Barbara Gabler的家人,问她现在葬在哪。她家里人都不肯告诉Pachelbel,随后的一次礼拜,Pachelbel招集他们村和Barbara Gabler村上所有的人,他坐在钢琴前强忍着泪水,弹出了卡农“Canon(D Major)”弹后,在场的所有人没有一个没有落泪的。
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